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I haven't been blogging lately, my mind has been empty. Boys are a waste of time, my life is a road to hell, and you are clouding every inch of space in my head. I hate how your every touch sends me butterflies. Why is that after I tried so hard to forget everything that happened just one single touch brought them screeching back into my mind. Every single everlasting memory I longed to forget. I realized all this time I've been lying to myself, trying to forget. They haven't been forgotten they were just hidden. I guess this could be real, you're not like all the others. Those whom I can forget within seconds. Yet our lives are on two totally different paths, now is not the time to burden you or myself. I hope I can just silently be by your side as we grow older :] ~ Maybe in a few years my feelings may fade away, or they may grow stronger by the day. Only time can tell.
Tomorrow I start prep school. Every morning Monday - Thursday. I've got a lot of catching up to do. Shucks here comes the train of homework on my back ~ I've been okay lately. Just okay, balanced right in the middle of ying and yang. I've been talking to a new and old friends all day. I talk quite a lot. KEyaah~ :3 |
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Name: Tifae
Located: New York, United States
Nationality: Taiwanese
DOB: September 04th, 1993
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Love is never easy, we begin by loving the people we can. But it is not long before we find that what we love is other then ourselves, and that our love in no protection against being wounded. Do we then seek to dominate what we love, to make it bend to our will, to stop it from hurting us, even though to do so is to betray love?
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