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Yesterday, was a cute little day. I got to spend it with my sister & best friend. Even though we were in a group of about 10-12 people (1-4 I didn't know well), it gave me a warm feeling that I haven't felt in a while. I almost went through the whole day without any worries or stress. Just almost... At certain times I felt like just punching Chris and Ada in the face for being such dumb asses. Chris for being such a horny fuck and moving too quickly. Ada for being such a horrible friend. I wanted to shake her by the shoulders and smack her till she actually becomes considerate of Joyee. She knew exactly how Joyee felt and how Joyee ended up crying the night before, yet she didn't care. That's just the kind of people I really hate. Other then that.. there wasn't anything that stressed me out except for of course the usual my parents. I can't say it was a perfect day but I'd give it a 7 out of 1O. I miss my other friends, I know they miss me too but it's just different now. I wish I could hang out with them more but I don't want to spend my last summer playing handball every day as much as I'd like to. I feel like my life is on fast forward. With every day is passing by faster and faster, if I don't stop in time maybe I'll just miss that moment I've been waiting for. Maybe I should just get off this crazy ride. Relax and chill for a bit. Well it doesn't matter anyways this week till July 5th; is the last days of freedom. Next few weeks after that till august are going to be packed with -- > prep school. piano. karate. work. singing. dancing. etc. No time for fun and games<3 :/ Except the (singing/dancing) part, CAN'T DO THAT WITHOUT HAVING FUN(: ~ I will work extra hard to improve my self. *nods* So I have a little dilemma where my heart never listens to my mind. When I think left, my heart goes right. When I think right, my heart goes left. Why oh why? I'll like to write a letter to my heart. Maybe, then would it listen to my mind for a lil bit and save me from all these troubled thoughts. I think I shall go to sleep now and dream of those weird dreams that occur in my head. Lets hope none of my dear friends get hit by an ice cream truck tonight. Praying for you & wishing you the best. Oyasuminasai~
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Name: Tifae
Located: New York, United States
Nationality: Taiwanese
DOB: September 04th, 1993
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Love is never easy, we begin by loving the people we can. But it is not long before we find that what we love is other then ourselves, and that our love in no protection against being wounded. Do we then seek to dominate what we love, to make it bend to our will, to stop it from hurting us, even though to do so is to betray love?
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