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Its currently raining. Boo ): I love rain, yet at the same time don't. Taking long walks in the rain is resfreshing<3 yet it makes me gloomy. How does that work out in life? To me, it feels like somewhere in heaven god is crying silently, weeping tears of misery. "Dear God, why are you crying?" I'd like to have that time in my life where as if it were to be made into a movie, it would be the scene where we hold hands prancing through a meadow full of flowers. Why? Doesn't it just seem lovely to you? Corny, yes. At the same time lovely, joyful& peaceful.
Heh. So NEW PLANS<3 are always fun. I'd like this one summer to be filled with all those summery memories. Campfires, smores, laughter, beach, cupcakes, picnics, friendly parties, cool evening night talks, midnight walks, stuff like that ya'know? But, I know that's just in my imagination, everyone will be busy with summer school, as I will be with summer prep school. Them with their jobs, me with my classes. I feel like there's hardly anytime left to hangout and really just enjoy our lives. I know even though I love thrilling fun interesting days but right now even if it may just be for a second I'd like to simply have a day, where we all just have fun doing whatever we do. Nothing special, unique or planned. Just for everybody to be able to go with the flow~ Dont 'cha think so to? ^^"
Edit: June O4, 2OO9 // 4:33am
I didn't want to make a different entry for the fourth, because today is a bad bad day. Why? Its another one's birthday. Yep, another. You know you'd expect that I would be use to remembering everyone's birthdays, no matter how much shit they've put me through. I think I should grow up. Seriously =.= but at the same time I can't. I've known I've gotten over everything its just that nagging feeling once more. happy birthday you. ~ sixth year; ihateyouiloveyouidespiseyou
It's currently still raining outside. God I hope you cheer up a bit so I can watch [Up] with my lovely friends. I shan't be sleeping today. Haha I said shan't ^_^ Lily's got it in my head that I have a sleeping disorder. Deep inside I know its true, its been true for the past 2 years. Heck, maybe even longer who knows how much my medication effected me. Rawr. I shall go make myself food since I'm a growing girl (hah growing). Oyasuminasai~ Actually... more like O'Hayou Gozaimasu<3 |
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Name: Tifae
Located: New York, United States
Nationality: Taiwanese
DOB: September 04th, 1993
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Love is never easy, we begin by loving the people we can. But it is not long before we find that what we love is other then ourselves, and that our love in no protection against being wounded. Do we then seek to dominate what we love, to make it bend to our will, to stop it from hurting us, even though to do so is to betray love?
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