| Kawaii Dangos x33 |
Enjoy life, love life, realize how lucky we are to just be able to be alive. Sometimes I feel, what we see everyday doesn't really reach our brain or we simply just don't have a thought for it. The trees everyday that keep us alive and breathing. How many of us actually do actually stop and think to ourselves, "wow that one tree is keeping someone alive". Nature's a mighty thing don't you think..? In one second, a city could be flooded. In one second, a whole town could be destroyed. In just one second, millions of lives could be lost.
Just then.. I've been getting that feeling of yearning for someone. Not a specific someone, just someone to lean a shoulder on. Just someone to be there for me to say "I care, I want you to be happy, I want you to go on without regrets". I have been hearing it from a few guys, just not from the right guy. You gotta love how god screws with your life to make you squirm, I just hope he's had his fun for now. 'have you god?' I'm trying my best to live everyday. To be able to put a smile on my face and think everything is for the better. Yet I have doubts, In reality is that true..? Is it really for the better? It's already too late now to turn back, I'll just have to bravely step forward. Yet it seems like, if time were to skip forward right now to that exact moment I wouldn't have the courage to take that final step.
Yesterday, I came up with my first composition. My first composed piece. I plan to dedicate it to my cousin, who's 30something. She once had an accident that left her paralyzed. Even though shes mentally challenged now, she still breaths, smiles, eats, moves. When I was in Taiwan playing piano for her on my spare time she'd sit there and start smiling to the music. Just that mere smile to tell you she hears it, shes listening, and shes happy.. I plan to improve and edit it no matter how long it takes. I'll put my heart in it, for never caring about my family members may it be that god decides to give her a better take in life again. Even though it's only for a mere 20seconds of 6 measures it's a start. It's only traditional to fall down while taking your first baby steps. That was step one, here I go with the others. If I were to succeed on my first try, there wouldn't be room for improvement. To be able to climb higher in our goals of life you would have to fall first. |
|
|
|
|
Name: Tifae
Located: New York, United States
Nationality: Taiwanese
DOB: September 04th, 1993
About Me: Click
Here
|
|
|
|
Love is never easy, we begin by loving the people we can. But it is not long before we find that what we love is other then ourselves, and that our love in no protection against being wounded. Do we then seek to dominate what we love, to make it bend to our will, to stop it from hurting us, even though to do so is to betray love?
|
|
posted by Tifae at 