Just like Joyee said; there's that bitter feeling of not being wanted, of being useless. I'm having that right now. I think everyone deserves to be cherished one way or another. We have friends for a reason, we have family for a reason, we have lovers for a reason. We communicate for a reason. Why is it that no matter how hard we strive for something it seems to slip away gently from our grasp? Life is a bitch. It truly is.. When will I learn how to grow to love everything for the way it is? I'd like to take a moment and give a friend a nice warm hug. Just to prove to myself they're there, just to prove to myself they're not just my imagination. Yet, I stand here alone with the coldness creeping slowly into my heart. Nothing more to share with you except for my silly little thoughts.
Besides you, I'll have no other. There's a tiny paradise in my heart awaiting your return.
Take my hand, dear friend lets lay here and sleep in harmony. Sit, stay for awhile till night falls lets together watch astronomy. If I fell would you stand to catch me, or would you just let me be falling gently. I'll promise to stand here till i lose my sense of feel, so dear you.. where's the end of your deal?
Duck Duck Goose. I win.
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