I expected today to be a dull dull day. When I woke up at 5am I called up my dear friend Louis who's a stupid jew and forgot to wake me up. Well basically Brian, Chris, Louis & Chin Wai came to my house at 8 to make pancakes. Their lazy asses ended up falling asleep, so the pancake making job was up to my pro spatula flipping pancake skills and Chris.. and... his... G1ness? Lol. Well we made a feast when Lily&Joyee arived (&Johnny later on). Consisted of Pancakes, Mac&Cheese, Garlic Bread, Mashed Potatoes. Yum (: The day that I expected to be a boring dull day, turned out to be pretty.. alright (surprisingly) and very HOT. It was a relaxing chilled day after we all hopped on my bed in front of the fan. I got to have talks with a lot of my friends that I needed catching up on with<3
P.S I BEAT LOUIS IN BRAWL 1ON1. WOOT! - Edit: 1:10A.M ~
I just got off the phone with my friend. He played me a song that I instantly fell in love with. Considering JaeJoong is deeply loved by my meimei Joyee, when I heard his name it sent me a spark of curiosity. It's those kind of songs that remind me of my heartbroken relationships. His voice touched my heart, and reopened a piece of my heart that I swore would be locked till eternity. I wanted to cry, yet I have no one to hold me. No one to comfort me except the lonely shadows of my stilled room and my memory filled pillow. The pillow that shared my thought, my pain, my tears. The only thing I could cry to without being lied to. Yet in reality, I'm alone. Like always when I need someone the most.. I can't bare to bring myself to their face. Just the thought of troubling them strikes at my heart. It forces me to turn away, and walk back slowly into the shadows. God -.- Why'd I pick up. I'm going to go knock myself out now. Chao~ |