Friday, July 3, 2009
My heart is crying for the final time. It's silently weeping its sodden tears.
I've decided I'll try my best for those who are watching. Even if it may not bring happiness myself. Hey, at least I can have the courage and right to say "I tried". Otherwise, my pride would be shattered. How can I be independent if I don't even have the courage to take my first step. I'm not a little kid. When will everyone stop looking at me like one? Even if it hasn't been said out loud, the true reality is crystal clear smacked in front of my face. The disapproving looks I get from people. I'd like to smack them upside the head and yell at them to realize, they just have a mere impression of me. They don't know me. Not the least bit. If they did, maybe those glares wouldn't be placed at me, not just because of my skin color, the way I look, the way I dress, the way I talk, walk, act or speak my mind. It just shows her silly stereotypical people are nowadays. It makes me want to laugh for no reason at all. I'm proud of who I am. I'm proud to stand out. I'm proud of the way I think, Dress, Talk, Walk, Act, Speak My Mind. There's no reason to tell other people otherwise. There's no reason to fake my life being something I'm not. Those are the silly little people I despise at and secretly laugh at inside my head. Sometimes, those laugh slip out, and I do laugh. I don't mind. It'll just give them one more thing to add on my crazy list.
posted by Tifae at 4:46 AM -
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Love is never easy, we begin by loving the people we can. But it is not long before we find that what we love is other then ourselves, and that our love in no protection against being wounded. Do we then seek to dominate what we love, to make it bend to our will, to stop it from hurting us, even though to do so is to betray love?