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For a second I forgot. I've been silently closing my heart out and in the process I forgot. I forgot about the pain we shared and still do. I forgot what it means not to be selfish. I forgot what it means to care. I forgot about you. I truly am sorry. I guess what Joyee said was true. May it be pointed at me or her other friends. In the end we are still selfish in the end deep down inside the spotlight is still pointed at ourselves. I've been under a lot of stress lately. My sense of direction slowly pointed inward towards myself without me knowing. I've been really focused on getting my life back on track instead of hanging out with that senseless group, yet I forgot that my best friend was trying hard to silently fade into that group. We'll slowly synchronize with each others habbits, ways, and actions. There of course will be downfalls and uprises but that's what counts. Understanding is what brings us closer, yet the base of all that is wavering between us... Trust.
♥ Take 2 : Love ♥
It makes me upset in unthinkable ways, beyond the comprehension of words. -_____- It's frustrating how people could be so blind and so utterly foolish. How naive, stubborn, onerous, bitter, mendacious people can be. Then again maybe so am I at times. It's the feeling of being mute, yet wanting to scream your lungs out. It's the feeling of wanting to run, yet being paralyzed in both legs. It's the feeling of being miserable in a distuinguish way yet you learn to cope with it. At times you do feel the jealousy or pain stabbing at you, but you do.. in the end cope with it.
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Name: Tifae
Located: New York, United States
Nationality: Taiwanese
DOB: September 04th, 1993
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Love is never easy, we begin by loving the people we can. But it is not long before we find that what we love is other then ourselves, and that our love in no protection against being wounded. Do we then seek to dominate what we love, to make it bend to our will, to stop it from hurting us, even though to do so is to betray love?
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