If we didn't have any expectations, we wouldn't be let down. Where's that nirvana I dream of? Perhaps it's just a sanctuary I've pushed my goals and dreams into. That way.. I wouldn't suffer or feel any pain in the case that I don't succeed. I'm suppose to be giving it my all? Why am I just sitting back watching the days slowly pass by. When my fingers dance over the keys I travel to a different place. In that bubble of peace and serenity I could feel thousands of emotions, memories, feelings wash over me one by one. I need a inspiration for me to sit down for minutes, hours, days, maybe even weeks for me to compose something I would be proud to play for everyone. Just there by myself. Me. Alone without being disturbed by the troubled thoughts of yesterday, today, or tomorrow.
Inspiration.. where are you? ~ |
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