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Yes day 5? I think lol, im back in Taipei nikka & basically more shopping, more relative seeing, more usual days. I have found out some thing recently that gave me hope. My second favorite uncle just came back from a buisness trip in China and he began talking to my mom. Listening to all the stories of my tantrums and disobedience. (LOL) Well too bad for my mom he told her they have a blame in all this. He told my parents that I'm mature and smarter then normal kids for my age so he thinks it would be actually good if i stayed and lived in Taiwan. So here comes hope streaming down my face. The plan now is for me to go back to NY and get a Taiwan passport so I can actually come back to Taiwan and legally live here (: ~ My aunts husband (my uncle in law) offered for me to stay at his house and live with them. So in a few hours im going to go to a few highschools so I can pick one to attend. Truthfully im fucked schoolwise. -__- My chinese is prob as good as a first grader in Taiwan. I can barely write and read and my mando kinda sucks a little compared to those my age, but I'm willing to try and learn. I have a shit load of catching up to do and I promise to god, If i get to live in Taiwan I will actually try.
Yet I know plans can change as fast and as often the current does in the ocean. Without hopes there are no expectations. So when you don't get what you wish for, nothing will be crushed. I'll keep my mind down low and just live my life day by day. I miss my piano ): My iPhone is the only musical thing left with me. (Besides the music playing in stores while i shop but that sucks) My hands are aching for the feel of my piano and to be able to hear the soothing sounds to my ears. Well I guess I just have to wait to go to my only uncle's house that has a piano. Grr, I wonder how all my friends are doing back in NY and I do miss hanging out and having fun. Here I don't know anyone except for relatives and the few people i grew up with for 6years when i was younger, but we've all changed and its awkward now. I hope everyones doing okay ~ |
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Name: Tifae
Located: New York, United States
Nationality: Taiwanese
DOB: September 04th, 1993
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Love is never easy, we begin by loving the people we can. But it is not long before we find that what we love is other then ourselves, and that our love in no protection against being wounded. Do we then seek to dominate what we love, to make it bend to our will, to stop it from hurting us, even though to do so is to betray love?
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