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Today's the day. T-minus 6hours to my airplane flight to Taiwan. How do I feel? currently not the way I should be. Shouldn't I be ecstatic? I slept till 4today.. when I was suppose to hang out with all my old friends. I felt like I would feel remorse or sadness if I saw all of them. Even the friend I don't hang out with much just time to time on a daily basis. We were all at a level of comfort that it always feels like we were distant relatives or some thing. So I stayed home and slept, because alright that's a way to get those damn thoughts out of my head. Goodbyes make me sad, even that tiny percent of the possibility that I would never see them again. Or maybe when I do see them again maybe they've changed. Maybe I'll die in a plane crash or die in a accident in Taiwan, you never know what god has in plan for you. Maybe just maybe I'll have my wish and goal come true in Taiwan. I don't want to say goodbye to anyone that will just remind me of all those memories I had back here. I want to march forward until a plan is for certain when I'm beyond the shores and on the other side THAT'S when I'll look back and wave. Wave goodbye to those certain sad memories and those plenty of happy ones.
Today, I'll keep it short because I have plenty of things I still have to do<3 Thanks for reading.. I don't think I'll be able to blog for a while. |
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Name: Tifae
Located: New York, United States
Nationality: Taiwanese
DOB: September 04th, 1993
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Love is never easy, we begin by loving the people we can. But it is not long before we find that what we love is other then ourselves, and that our love in no protection against being wounded. Do we then seek to dominate what we love, to make it bend to our will, to stop it from hurting us, even though to do so is to betray love?
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