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While I was just laying there in bed.. thinking of all the possibilities in life. I think one of the things I'd want the most if i were to die RIGHT now is to just meet that guy. The guy who I'd right off the bat be 100% comfortable with. With me that's a hard thing to do, yes I enjoy making friends and stuff but it takes a while for me to settle in that home-y zone. If anyone could stand through the wrath of queen;tiffeh must be pretty damn awesome >:F ahRAWRRRR~ Heh.
Truthfully If I were a guy and I was dating me.. (nawwh i mean?) I'd dump me. I think.. O__o It's not like I've been unfaithful or cheated on my boyfriends before. I've never done that I'm not that shallow or that much of a slut/bitch. What I've realized though, is that I've never put 100% of my heart into it. All of my relationships were always the guys trying while me just being pretty damn laid back. 99% of the times I've said I love you to any of my boyfriends I never meant it. That I think is pretty damn hypocritical of me considering I always say that i HATE people who throw the word "love" around casually. -Sigh-
So, many and I mean many people have asked me if I'd go sky diving before I die. I mean I love heights and all but I'd like to not jump out of a plane at ____ feet in the air even if it is with a parachute; I'd rather my feet are glued to the ground (: Just like rock climbing, I mean if its on a fake little 20-50feet wall. Yo I'm down with that, but a huge real mountain with no protection whatsoever except for the ropes that I have to put in myself I'm good. All I can imagine is falling from the cliff and landing 100feet down on a pile of jaggedly rocks D:
So currently 5:05am as I edit my little blog-oh. Pretty darn tired I must say, but in t-minus 3hours I have to be up and out to go shopping for some late minute items. Then off to Totos to take sticker pictures with a few of my loved ones [; Hehe<3 |
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Name: Tifae
Located: New York, United States
Nationality: Taiwanese
DOB: September 04th, 1993
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Love is never easy, we begin by loving the people we can. But it is not long before we find that what we love is other then ourselves, and that our love in no protection against being wounded. Do we then seek to dominate what we love, to make it bend to our will, to stop it from hurting us, even though to do so is to betray love?
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